Only weeks left!

Time Has been flying by! A few weeks ago it seemed like I had barely started the semester and here I am almost at the finish line!


Its crazy to think about how I'll never have an opportunity to live like this, there's so much freedom...


aside from having to turn in homework and attending classes you pretty much decide what you're going to do with your free time. Its a little saddening but I feel like we all have to come to grips with this realization. After all, no one wants to be a professional student haha.

I haven't updated in awhile, and I feel like I need to.. so here we go!

I've been volunteering at a hospital near my university for the past semester now, I've gained a lot of insight into how the healthcare professional lifestyle is. A lot of over worked, burned out people. You have to really want it.

I've always known that Medical school would mean that for a long time your existence would consist of you solely living in a book.

and recently I've been getting more and more information about the lives people live depending on specialty they chose.

                              Of course any type of surgeon would mean more years of school, its only logical.

I spoke to a nurse about the possibility of being a trauma surgeon, her answer is one that makes me reconsider everything.

 "Oh my father was a Trauma surgeon! It's a great profession.... But I didn't have a father"



she didn't mean this literally of course.. she had a father, she even went so far to mention that she was spoiled rotten and got everything she wanted. Its just that he was always at work.

I didn't really think about the possibility of me wanting to have a family, its something that I have always seen as a far away thing. something that would happen some long time in the future.


So much to decide, so many things that might or might not happen depending on what I do after College.


It would be nice to use my sociology degree... I am interested in behavioral sciences, and micro expressions....

6 weeks left

It's been hitting me more recently that graduation has really crept up on me. for the longest I've been telling myself that life goes on and that its all apart of growing up, which is turn.

Its a bittersweet feeling, knowing that once I leave life will never be quite like how it was living on campus.

nothing to do but accept it, work, and fight towards reaching my goal.

I spoke to a someone about my situation lately with medical school and how its going to take me a bit longer to apply. I was reassured that its all a matter of how bad you want it.

Honestly I feel like I've always assumed that but its always nice to hear it from someone whose made it through and has some idea of what your struggles are.

I've realized that from now on its always going to be an up hill battle, but I'm up for the challenge.

ReBoot

I'm on spring break!

               and like most college students I can't afford to go somewhere for it ha ha. This means I have time for other things that I haven't before like training for the half-marathon I'm running in a few weeks

                yeah... in a few weeks

haha, I'm going to start recording what I eat and how I train in here.


On another note I'm learning to be relaxed and not stress about things I can't control. I'm forming a plan with the help of a family friend who is a pediatrician and hopefully things go well.

New year

     Its been awhile since I've written in this. To be honest the reason I've been so hesitant about using this blog again is because quite frankly I haven't been playing star craft 2 for some time now.


     The only reason I haven't been is because my computer can't handle it anymore :/
It lags and drops frames whenever big engagements happen. I know that I can be a lot better if I could actually micro my units instead of having a glitched image on my screen followed by a 40-90 supply loss.

Its pretty infuriating, aside from that I have to say that I've been having a rough couple of months deciding if being a doctor is what I really want to do. For the most part it is but when I talk to friends whom once wanted to do that as well they've changed their minds, mainly just because the sheer amount of school and time it takes.

I've come to realize that after really thinking about it, its what I really want. no matter how long it takes I know that if I give up without trying I'll always be asking what if.



Onto more star craft related stuff!

I'm going to completely remove what I don't need from my computer and try to figure out solutions as to how to fix it. I want to play SC2 at a high level to show others that people on the NA server aren't complete trash players.

november november

Things have been pretty hectic lately!

Just made it through the bulk of my classes and with winter coming up I'm spending more time laddering than I have in awhile.

First off a new season of ladder is out
I took my placement match and was disheartened when I was placed in

Silver league
I guess I expected to place lower, and it was kind of disappointing.

(I remember thinking to myself while playing that I should be doing so much more :/)

still motivated to keep going! I want to keep growing and I'm going to seriously put time into this game and try to get better.

It'll be nice to get sponsored....

but to do that I have to put out some results first.

I'm going to focus on this build until I feel like I can perform it at a high level.

   9 Pylon
    12 Gate
    14 Gas
    16 Pylon
    17 Core
    19 Zealot
    21 Gas
    23 Pylon
    @100% Core --> Sentry + WG (Chrono)
    Continue chronoboosting probes and making sentries
    27 2x Gateway
    @100% WG --> Expo
You should have about 4-5 sentries and 1 zealot.

we'll see where this takes me.

Thanks for reading guys!

Quartz

Hey guys!

I've been keeping up with what I said and for the most part played some games pretty frequently.

Sadly my MMR is so low that I'm getting placed against high level silver players :/

but never the less I feel like I'm making some progress!
for those of you who don't know MMR is the match making algorithm that the computer uses to place you against players around your level. From what I know it is highly unstable the more matches you win. Meaning, it doesn't really know where to place you...

So I guess this is good news? ha ha

for the most part I've been working on my mechanics, I'm trying to not let my chronoboost get too high (use it as soon as I can) and constantly make probes.

From what I've seen there are really 3 time periods you should expo (make expansions) at the 7:00, then 11 or 12 min mark. This of course relies on if you feel safe doing so, I've been rushed so many times trying to take an expansion that its just aggravates me.

Let me explain this last part more clearly, in Starcraft 2 resources that you use to make units/ buildings are limited. You have to eventually make new bases and mine them in order to fuel your war. a lot of times lesser players or players or want to end the game quickly do what they can to mass units up quickly and rush over to destroy your base.

If the attack fails, their pretty much screwed the rest of the game, if it works obviously they'll win the game. It's been really hard for me to be a good sport about this because I feel like it takes no skill and shows that the people doing this is a lesser player....

although I guess if I was a better player I would be able to scout around and tell that something like this is heading my way.

Just something else to keep in mind as I play, alright take care guys takes for reading!

Endurance

Hey guys!

I know I haven't been too faithful to this, but I'm making sure that I allot some time every other day for a post.

So big news Stephano won the IPL3! Huge upset because everyone expected the Korean players to take the tourney. mainly just because they are notoriously good players. 



For those of yous who don't know what that its a tournament that was was hosted at Caesars Atlantic City, USA. The total prize pool was worth $100,000 with the following break down.

1st place: $30,000
2nd place: $12,000
3rd place: 8,000
4th place: 6,000
5th-8th place: $3,000
9th-16th place: $2,000
17th-32nd place: $1,000

a lot of high level players were invited and as you can see high finishers left with some amount of prize money.


Watching a few of the games motivated me to start playing again and I'm happy to say that I made myself play 5 games today. even though I went 1-4 and I'm still motivated to keep on going and trying to improve.

I decided that I'm going to make myself play 5 games each day. [rather than win 5]
and make myself improve and focus on mechanics more than anything else.

what I mean by mechanics is constantly scouting, making probes, spending money, building units.
all together and keeping a cool head while doing it.

It's natural to get upset and want to let someone have it when they won doing stupid things (got cannon rushed twice - _ -)

but when I really thought about it I should have scouted him and followed his probe, looking out for proxy pylons.

I'm not going to let it get to me and just chalk it up as something to improve on!

thanks for reading guys. I'll try to cover events in more depth and details, still trying to figure out what voice to take when writing this ha ha.

if you guys want more info about the IPL go to their main site! IPL3