Its been a whole semester since I've been written in this. The semester flew blew, lots of memories were made, good ones as well as bad ones. I've recently started talking to someone whose made me want to do more with my life.
I notice that the more we talk, the more and more I want to do so I can share that with her.
Recently though we've gotten more and more close, and I feel like shes suddenly starting to pull away.
I don't know how to feel, I understand her point of view but I don't want to lose everything we've built up to now.
She's an amazing person, and without a doubt I know its my insecurities that are most likely making me see more into this situation than there really is.
all I know is, I have to complete this list of goals for myself
Complete a summer EMT program
volunteer at a Hospital
work as a patient transporter
time will tell what happens with me and her, but I won't let go
